Thursday, June 28, 2018

Well this is new... and not great

This is certainly a symptom I have never experienced before.  Lately, I keep trying to breathe saliva.  Clearly, I am not doing it on purpose.  I noticed the first couple of times it happened it was at night.  I would wake up with that awful feeling of having liquid go down the wind pipe.  Terrible.  Then I would lay there in bed trying to clear the air way and catch my breath.
Then, it started happening during the day!  While I was eating! My biggest craving this pregnancy has been very, very, juicy, watery fruit.  The other day I was eating a bunch of lychees when much of the juice of the fruit headed the wrong way, and I found myself gasping for air.  Our wonderful nanny was in the kitchen with me and got quite worried.  I was fine eventually, but geez!
I asked some friends about this symptom and no one else has ever heard of it.  The internet said something about excess saliva while nauseous- but I haven't felt sick in weeks! *sigh* Babies like to keep us on our toes- before they've ever arrived!
So... mangosteen, rambutan, lychees, mango, dragon fruit.... I've been eating all of these in large quantities.  A couple months ago it was apples. There was a short stint of a Dr Pepper craze.  The worst day I think I drank 3 in one day.  Yikes!  Then I went out and bought a bunch of cans, and managed to have just one per day.  It's about the carbonation, but it's also just the taste of Dr Pepper.  I had one of Daddy J's Cokes with dinner tonight and it was no where near as satisfying.  *sigh*
I'm still as convinced as ever that you are a girl, little Magic.  I always stand to be corrected, but, I can hardly imagine it any other way.
In other big news, our tickets have been purchased for passage to Australia.  BBV and I will depart Laos on October 20 to arrive in Melbourne on the 21st.  Daddy J, BSB and BBZ will arrive on Dec 2.  BBV and I will be living with Oma and Opa in Melbourne.  And in very exciting news, they have agreed to a home birth!  This is fabulous for our family, as it really suits myself as a laboring woman, and it means that all your siblings will be able to be present at your arrival. I have already contacted 3 different midwives, and all 3 have said that they could take me on as a client. So, now I have to choose the best fit.  Not sure if I will be able to do that before we get there, but I will try.
I'm still not sure if I'm really feeling you move- but I am definitely having the ole Braxton Hicks contractions.  Oh yes.  Everything feels a bit different this time- I guess because for one, IT IS, but also, because I've never been this heavy this early in a pregnancy, and it just changes the way I experience the baby bump.  So far, according to my home scales, I've lost weight since you were conceived, which is great- but, well, yeah, it just changes things. It's a different experience every time!
I continue to feel very clearly that you are our last baby.  It doesn't make me sad to think about.  I know I'll still want to cuddle every baby I ever see once you've grown bigger, but, I am also very clear that you are the completion to our family- whoever you are (boy or girl!).

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